Back on the Scene... Just for fun.

Hellooooo!


Is anybody out there?  Its been a while since I've blogged.  Not due to getting bored easily with blogging but because life always changes... you know shifts and slight obstacles and then some things become dismal on my journey. Blogging became time consuming in the mist of my crazy. I'm not alone..   I know everyone out there is going through a little Somethin something....from time to time..


When I first started blogging I loved it,  the mere fact of gaining on-line friends complete awesomeness.   I was really gitty over possibly obtaining followers.  Sharing things that I really like to do.. sharing hobbies and simple everyday life scenarios was really cool to me.  however once I really started sharing it was more difficult than I thought it would be.


There is a thin line between sharing fun stuff and telling all your personal business. You don't want to share too much of yourself with the world.  I mean who the hell is reading my shit anyway? Hmmm you never know!  Any who....


There is a craft and art at realizing your glitch.  I always had the problem of what do I share, and who the hell cares about what I am sharing anyway. I am not a fashionista so I cant post selfies of what I am wearing to work everyday and my weekend getup..   what type of audience am I talking to; older women, Men, young adults, teens? House wives, African American women, Upper class African Americans?  I was and possibly still a little confused at who the hell I was trying to reach and why?


So now that my life has shifted a little, I have somewhat of a clearer picture at what I want to do with my blog. Please understand that I just said "somewhat" HA! 


I am a 44 yr old mother, divorced and currently dating a really nice gentleman. and that in itself  says a lot. I have a whole lot to share.  And I am talking to women like myself. there are millions out there who have been through life's emotional/love rollercoasters including bad decisions, guilt, anger and simply questioning our spiritual walk.  My spiritual walk is really important to me.  It is what keeps me grounded and eases myanxiety and stress.  when all else seems to fail I pray!  I meditate, I close my eyes, I block outside noise which are people, and eliminate some, stay to myself more, I take deep breaths, I Pray!  re-evaluate, relax and God always remind me that I cant please everyone, and I am only one person.


I digress...Back to the subject of blogging.... so yeah that's who I would like to talk to women my age.  Somehow giving them inspiration, motivation, sharing fun stuff, positivity, recipes and some great ideas, bargains, opinionated advise. rants...and staying true to myself. and  eventually changing this blogs title...


SOOO I am thinking about coming back to blogging and staying true to myself... possibly sharing more pics and just not giving a damn so much about how many followers I have but hoping that someone out there is enjoying my antics..  Just having fun because I enjoy sharing some things. I enjoy blogging.


Lets see what happens


Love is Love
Jackie